Butterfly
Cage
when
I was pregnant, all of my dreams
were
about snakes. as much as I tried
to
dream only about baby kittens, baby puppies
human
babies, my nights would be filled
with
twisting pythons gathered in knots
inside
me, their slick skin undulating
in
the dark, pushing and bumping as if
trying
to find a way out.
friends
without children would ask me
what
it was like to be pregnant and I’d
have
to lie. I was so worried that
imagining
the baby inside me was a coiled serpent
in
my stomach
meant
that I was already a bad mother
meant
something was wrong with my baby.
“It’s
like being a butterfly house,” I’d say instead.
“I’m
all full of fluttering butterflies.” I’d put his or her hand
on
my straining stomach as I spoke, whispering
“Can
you feel them move? Can you feel it?
Isn’t
it wonderful?”
Holly
Day was born in Hereford, Texas, also known as “The Town Without a Toothache.”
She and her family currently live in Minneapolis, Minnesota, where she teaches
at the Loft Literary Center. Her published books include Music Theory for
Dummies, Music Composition for Dummies, and Guitar All-in-One for Dummies.
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